RIP my mom

well today, well yesterday, is the anniversary of my moms death. RIP im going through female mental probs cause of this. just wish me good mental health right now

to good health, both mental and physical. RIP mom.

Good mental heath lith RIP for your mom

Hang in there Lith.

Thinking of ya Lith.... hugs!!

spanx guys

I know just how you feel...I lost my Dad 30 years ago and even though it was long ago, anniversaries, birthdays, fathers days are still hard. May you take comfort in these words by Kahlil Gibran:
"You would know the secret of death.
But how shall you find it unless you seek it in the heart of life?
The owl whose night-bound eyes are blind unto the day cannot unveil the mystery of light.
If you would indeed behold the spirit of death, open your heart wide unto the body of life.
For life and death are one, even as the river and the sea are one.
In the depth of your hopes and desires lies your silent knowledge of the beyond;
And like seeds dreaming beneath the snow your heart dreams of spring.
Trust the dreams, for in them is hidden the gate to eternity.
Your fear of death is but the trembling of the shepherd when he stands before the king whose hand is to be laid upon him in honour.
Is the sheered not joyful beneath his trembling, that he shall wear the mark of the king?
Yet is he not more mindful of his trembling?
For what is it to die but to stand naked in the wind and to melt into the sun?
And what is to cease breathing, but to free the breath from its restless tides, that it may rise and expand and seek God unencumbered?
Only when you drink form the river of silence shall you indeed sing.
And when you have reached the mountain top, then you shall begin to climb.
And when the earth shall claim your limbs, then shall you truly dance."

I know how you feel Lith. My mom died after a long fight with cancer, and my dad died from ALS. They both suffered alot. My anxiety disorder started right after my dad died. To this day I still hold alot of anger inside for what happened to them. I try to remeber that life isn't always fair, and it seems like the worst things happen to good people. Try to remain positive, and try to remember the good times you guys had. That's what your mom would want.